It’s really hard to be me someday, and today is one of those days. There is allot of things that I am passionate about, and I think one of the hardest things for me is to keep giving those things over to God. When I was a teen I was passionate about Christian music and had a desire to work in the Christian Music industry, but doors never seemed to open and I would find myself frustrated with a passion that I didn’t fully understand and know what to do with. That passion hasn’t exactly gone away, but it has matured if you will, into a better understanding of who God is and my continued growth in Him. Today, that passion is now somehow re-directed into the church and the body of Christ. Today, it seems that the more I grow in Christ and understand His Word and His Ways, I have a burning desire to help people get to that next level in their Christian faith, and to see true, sold-out disciples of Christ moving as His hands and feet to a lost and messed up world. The only problem is, is that I know it is God who transforms and all my best efforts to try and help God with that is going to lead to a life of frustration. I know it all comes down to loving people where they are, but there are firey Christians out their leading the charge, and I really want to be a part of that passion and movement; and perhaps I am. Perhaps God has me right where he wants me, to learn to love those around me, and not so much to change them. I know God is working in me, and I know that He is going to make His plans clear at some point, and I guess right now, it’s a bit fuzzy. So I’d ask for prayers from you all, b/c I know God is up to something, I just can’t put my finger on it at the moment. Once agian, I must find a way to re-channel my passions and trust that He makes all things work for my good. In the meantime, I will continue to share my passions with others, and pray and trust that God is moving in their lives somehow. Blessings.